Careless feelings & Suicidal Thoughts + Crazy Thoughts

I am I the only one going one of two ways splitting in half being torn apart by emotions and things that go bump in the dark. Being ripped apart by my own kind. The things I love deariest moving on with their lives. When all I see in the darkness is death and war carlessness and foolishness gets you killed when you stare at the light. I feel as though iam being Betrayed by my own kin. The darkness that once loved us abonding us as though it didn't some will die chasing it some will perish wanting it. But for me I shall chase and chase till I can't chase no more. I won't Die chasing it I won't Die for the thing loving me the most Moving swiflty across this earthly planet. As i catch up to it I shall hug the Darkness i shall come one with it. I shall become a creature of the darkness a child and mortal enemy of everything alive.Anythign carless to cross my path even loved ones that i saw till death to love and nurture. Till i go mad and evaporate with the darkness as the light Destroys everything along with it me. As come with the second rule of war suicide as the chaotic light blending in with darkness making poeple Have crazy thoughts about killing them selves and wanting to die. As the last time i checked all of the poeple have meaning in earth and none shall kill them selves but as for the choatic light made them see it other wise. So I leave you with this as a child of the Darkness Enjoy your time cause you don't know when the darkness chall collect your last breathe eating way at your soul you shall be consumed by things unkown. As I vanish i say goodbye I shall not be here any longer. Jo I shall leave you with a sigh not being able to spend much longer for iam going to do 3 things (Commit suicde, Do something to get locked up i na asylum, Or keep trying to see and go mad while trying to do so)





       With Darkness, Ace of Darkness

The Heart Broken Viper

This is a little story about a heart broken viper. The Viper is a misunderstood creature it may be agressive and unloved but under neath it's tough agression it has a caring side to it but not this viper. Well there is one particular viper the heart broken viper. The heart broken viper wishes for death and death never comes for it and when the lonly night comes it coils it self and cries it self to sleep when it wakes to see the dawn it becomes more agressive and anything it sees that is love it becomes enraged and attacks the thign it sees as love it kills all things it sees hoping for death to come soon. till one night it bit it self to death and said as it died "My lovessss why did you breaksssss my heartssssss....." once the heart broken viper died the lonliest and darkest night came and collected the vipers soul. The viper soon became damned to this earth to linger on its surface haunting the essence of love.It hopes it can be loved one day. What ever crosses this souls path becomes nothing more than a depression and who ever see this poor soul becomes nothing. The end


heres a link and comment on this story I made it up oh and the link is a song http://grooveshark.com/#/s/This+Is+How+I+Disappear/IjX39?src=5

Halo

Meh Iam realy realy bored with aq worlds and i settled into a trial of halo combat evolved now I am goan buy the real thing so i am not gona be seeign all my friends for a while so jo iam sorry but i kidna do get bored to even if iam not on ill be playing and thinking of you at the same time cause you know iam Your Dakkie And i Aint cruel as the world depics me But iam sure nice enough to see if i could make friends and thats just what i did i accomplished my gaol in life.

I am Back and Got a crazy Obession With Pumpkins!!!!!!!

LOL IAM BACK AT LAST. Oh yeah Iam back and Iam crazyer than ever! I may Be putting up a picture of me with my fav counsler CHarlotte She is extrmly nice person. She Helped me express my wild. Pumpkin side it was awsome I had her for art and it was just awsome. Oh and I learned how to slow dance i slow danced with a pretty girl and it was awsome I had a realy good time i was a tiny bit embarssed with Slow dance but I think it was a fun experince. I made alto of friend iam going back in two weeks i cant wait iam so excited i get to See CHARLOTTE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! It so so so so much fun with Charlotte she gets to make mroe pumpkins with me O3o cant wait so excited hyped up on alto of stuff like fun and i learned how to kayak it was fun omg i met a lot of nice girls and guys it was just so much fun But jo ill try to [put that picture up] But i cant wait iam excited XD

Lonly

I am so Lonly One can not begin to express my Lonlyness. So boring once summer comes iam probably gona be shoved from everybody else because nobody thinks that iam worth time to spend with but its okay as long as i have my friends ussualy they keep my mood up and not down to where i get depressed and feel like bashign a pumpkin in with a sledge hammer which i used to do to vent my anger which was fun watchign pumpkin juice go everywhere. Jo I am not gona put the picture up its to graphic of the demon.




...... Heres a song if your reading this Jo http://grooveshark.com/#/s/Price+Tag/3xgWi0?src=5

PinkAce

Iam just bored and thought of a realy good song for my dead sis in her memory
http://grooveshark.com/#/search?q=Who%20says