Careless feelings & Suicidal Thoughts + Crazy Thoughts

I am I the only one going one of two ways splitting in half being torn apart by emotions and things that go bump in the dark. Being ripped apart by my own kind. The things I love deariest moving on with their lives. When all I see in the darkness is death and war carlessness and foolishness gets you killed when you stare at the light. I feel as though iam being Betrayed by my own kin. The darkness that once loved us abonding us as though it didn't some will die chasing it some will perish wanting it. But for me I shall chase and chase till I can't chase no more. I won't Die chasing it I won't Die for the thing loving me the most Moving swiflty across this earthly planet. As i catch up to it I shall hug the Darkness i shall come one with it. I shall become a creature of the darkness a child and mortal enemy of everything alive.Anythign carless to cross my path even loved ones that i saw till death to love and nurture. Till i go mad and evaporate with the darkness as the light Destroys everything along with it me. As come with the second rule of war suicide as the chaotic light blending in with darkness making poeple Have crazy thoughts about killing them selves and wanting to die. As the last time i checked all of the poeple have meaning in earth and none shall kill them selves but as for the choatic light made them see it other wise. So I leave you with this as a child of the Darkness Enjoy your time cause you don't know when the darkness chall collect your last breathe eating way at your soul you shall be consumed by things unkown. As I vanish i say goodbye I shall not be here any longer. Jo I shall leave you with a sigh not being able to spend much longer for iam going to do 3 things (Commit suicde, Do something to get locked up i na asylum, Or keep trying to see and go mad while trying to do so)





       With Darkness, Ace of Darkness